Thread of Gold

For the first time in weeks, I finally had some time alone. Not talking to people and just enjoying the loneliness. It gave me a lot of time to think. The past few weeks have been madness for me. I didn't have time for church, friends, family, not even myself. I don't know how much I can go on because I keep expecting so much of myself. I am taking everything in but not letting it out. Where the limit is, to how far I can push myself to. I'm not even sure. If there's one person to get me out of this cycle, it's me.

And I can't even help myself for nuts.