Rhythm of Love

Two more papers left. My engine has really burned out. I literally shut myself away from the physical world last week. I would spend the entire day just sitting alone, and just studying my brains out. Right now, I am so sick and tired of all the work.

I sometimes wonder why am I in BA. Yes, I want to do business. But I realised I am actually a mix, of both FMS and BA. But I know my parents would never let me do anything in the media. So yeah, business would have to do it, yay business wooo let's go~
I'll most probably be doing marketing comm in 3rd year. Don't know if I would still want to do int'l business. I remembered I was with so much zest in wanting to do int'l biz just one year ago, applied everything I could do to get in but got rejected each time. My goals in life keep changing. One moment I want to be an entrepreneur and venture out of S'pore, next I wanna do marketing comm. Life life life life, I hate making decisions, I hate change, and hate seeing the future, and hate growing up, and hate time for passing so fast, and hate myself for being such a whiny idiot. k bye.