Smiling Tears

Was looking through photos in facebook (again). Because I was missing FOC a lot. Really the best camp I went to ever since I came to NP. And then I saw photos of my long hair.

(THIS IS GOING TO BE QUITE A WHINY GIRLY POST. So, pardon me.)

Was thinking of putting extensions. But I heard extensions hinders hair growth..... And I don't want to trim my hair because it'll make my hair shorter. GAH. I liked my hair when it was really short. And I loved my hair when it was really long. I just hate this length when it's growing out. If you're wondering how short my hair actually was, it was so short, my whole neck could be seen. TRUST ME. It was friggin short. But I liked it. Heh.

I cut my hair in December after my trip to Korea. And yesss here it is when I first got it cut.

SEE. 12/15/2010.
Took this photo on the day I got my hair cut. And as you can see, the entire back part of my neck is actually exposed, the length couldn't cover it. But you can't see it clearly in this photo cos the jacket collar covers the back part of my neck.

Every once in a while I have rants of me missing my long hair.

Anyway, I got back my results. Not very happy with it, but I guess I deserved it. Lesson learnt was that I shouldn't rely too much on my own strength to pull myself through exams. Throughout all my exams in secondary school, God has always been my reason why I studied so hard for. But lately ever since I got busy with my own activities, I didn't center my life around Him. I relied on my own strength for the exams. And so, it really proved to me that I can't do anything without God's strength.
In any case, everything is part of His plan and I'll just accept it the way it turned out. Have to buck up so much next sem to pull my overall up.