Kungfu Crew

This post will just be for my dear EF Crew. We've come so far. And I'm glad I went through this journey with you guys.

There are no exact words to describe my experience with you guys. But right now what I feel, is this warmth in my heart. To have found a group of people in 2011 that I treasure, and love.

We didn't have much time to warm up to each other, but after this whole experience of being in crew. I really treasured my memories with you guys so much.

EF Camp was one big huge challenge for us, and I'm glad we overcame it.

This was a letter that I wrote to crew before EF camp. It was just 4-5 days before camp, but I wrote it because I couldn't get my mind off it while studying.

Dear Crew,

I'm actually supposed to be doing MAEC revision but the only thing in my head right now is EF camp. I am honestly so psyched for it, but yet I am so afraid of it. I'm afraid it won't be a success, I'm afraid we aren't prepared enough for any last min glitches. I'm afraid we'll be tired and demoralised by any screw ups. Before this week, the thought of EF camp made me really tired. It was like a huge project that never ended, when we thought we settled everything, more things kept coming up.

For a while, I was thinking I would be prepared and all for my food and shirts. But who knew, just 4 weeks before camp, I had to resource a new food supplier due to T&Cs.

It has really been a rollercoaster ride of emotions for everyone. My initial feeling for this camp was just something I hoped to get done and over with. I was so fed up with expectations, things to be done and what not. But right now, I want to make this camp a success. I don't want our efforts of proposals, meetings, trials, and energy to go to waste. And as draining (physically, mentally and emotionally) this whole process was. I will miss it so much. After camp ends, there will be no more loft stays, trips to super markets, singing songs, sleeping in the living room, carrying of logs, no more proposals, nothing. We started this camp the NIGHT we met as a crew. We stayed up till 4am, agreeing and disagreeing over our plots and nightwalks. But I will definitely miss all that. I hope this process changed you and made you discover more about yourself, the way it did for me.

After this, even when we go our own separate ways in Year 2. I hope we'll remember the effort, sacrifices and memories made for this camp. And we'll continue to support each other the same way we are gonna do so for this camp. Be it through our new activities and commitments. You guys will always be the best crew in my heart.

Just a little something to push you guys, as this will all be over in exactly a week. Let's not an entire term's worth of planning go to waste. We are the kungfu crew~ Let's own this.