Freedom

Freedom, flying in freedom. Literally feeling a weight off my chest. I can finally do things without giving a shit to my exams. The process was so tiring, I don't think one will understand it till you experience it. Same thing like I would never understand the stress from JC. But shit poly, sometimes I wish I was smarter, or even studying overseas. Shit this system to the max.

Anyway, I am just rolling around and lazing at home. And lol, as much as I love having nothing to do when I'm busy. I HATE HAVING NOTHING TO DO WHEN I AM SO FREE.

Woke up at 8 today with only 4 hours of sleep, I couldn't go back to sleep. It was too early in the morning, and I don't like starting the day with just watching TV (cos it's a waste of time). So I went to run to the reservoir. When I came back, I played with my 2 doggies for long. After which I played the piano which I didn't touch for months. And had prawn salad for lunch (I'm going on for a 2months diet, need to gain back a defined face). I was planning to cook egg's benedict but I don't have the ingredients, so strike that off. And guess what, it's only 2pm, for goodness sake, only half the day has passed and I have nothing to do already.

I hate having nothing to do. And so, I will write a list of facts about myself. As many things as possible because I really have nothing to do.

1) I am OCD.
Especially when you come into my room. No sitting on my bed, wash your feet before you enter my room, no rearranging my accessories, no messing up of my things. JUST NO.

2) I listen to kpop

Uh huh~ But more ballads, OSTs and old groups. I don't even know all the new groups haha. Oh, and the reason why I listen to kpop is coz I can't listen to english music when I study. I end up singing along when I study which isn't efficient. So yeah, not like I can even catch what koreans are singing.

3) I read korean

Yes, and I also like Korea and I hope to live there and marry one. #mydreamsince15

4) I hate emotionally-need people
Yes I will be there for you when you're having your break down. But if you don't do shit to make things better, ha ha ha, what more can I do.

5) I hate crowds

NO IDEA HOW MUCH I HATE CROWDS. I don't like running into familiar faces. I need my space. Another reason why I don't like Singapore because "OH HI WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?"

6) I love the sky

I LOVE LOVE LOVE CLOUDS. I really do. My favourite thing about travelling is actually the airplane, and the window seat. I love being up and above the clouds. It's really majestic. I love the sky omg *_*

7) I love quiet beaches

I like beaches with nobody and no stupid industrial ships. Hahah like I will ever find that in Singapore.

8) I like being alone
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY DO LIKE BEING ALONE HAHAHAH

K hahahah I just wrote everything that came to my mind. There's more to this list but hahah I'm getting lazy. Shall go download somemore new music scores from joe hisaishi (if I can even find any).

Hightlights of March/Apr hol:
1) Group3/ BAO Camp
2) iDARE Mar
3) BAOC

Hahah after BAOC. My entire Year 1 will come to an end. Will probably only focus on BASoc (if I ever get in) for Year 2. Nothing else. Year 1 has been enough and yeah I'm thankful for all the opportunities given to me. But I shall blog about my Year 1 experiences once BAOC ends. Hahha I am so afraid of March/Apr activities, I really am quite intimidated by it.

KBYEHAPPYHOLIDAYS